Showing posts with label humiliation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label humiliation. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Am I A Findom?

That was a question posed to me from a youtuber that liked a video clip of mine. "Are you a Findom?". Of course I am! Let me describe my understanding of how to be a Financial Dominatrix works. A guy that likes feeling low and useless pays a dominant mistress and knows that she'll throw it right back in his face. Not the money! She thinks it's stupid that he pays her to humiliate him and says just that, not in so many words, in exactly those words! I do that a lot. Now it's not random subs buying me gifts and sending tributes for the most part, although that does happen. Most of the time it starts out with a horny humiliation freak who buys some clips of mine and advances to requesting custom femdom videos. He'll like the videos I make so much that he sends me a present from my Amazon Wishlist, tributes me cash, or pays more than he has to for the next custom video. Right there is the beginning of financial domination. I'm fine with guys just ordering videos and coming back for more but just paying for what they get and that's it. I don't make anybody pay extra. But when they want to be dominated in that way, they are not shy about it at all. "Make fun of my small penis" turns into "Laugh at me for paying you to humiliate me" and whamo! True colors come out green as can be. All of a sudden they're wearing their wallets on their sleeves. Paying me extra for nothing extra in return. Well a big "Fuck You!" Lol! But now things have changed. If you want me to milk you out of all your cash then there's no turning back. I didn't put you in this position. You begged me to do this to you. Now you HAVE to buy me gifts. Now you HAVE to pay tributes to me. For nothing. You want another video from me? Maybe if you've been really good at being a financial slave lately. If you've been slacking off then forget it. You get nothing. Remember, I didn't put you in this position. You begged me for it. If I turn back the clock and say, "OK...I'll just accept the regular fee I charge for custom videos. Let's start over.", what kind of mistress would I be? Fuck no! You stepped in the deep end and there you will stay. That's the beauty of it all. A paypig is a paypig is a paypig. Sometimes I think they piss me off on purpose just so they have to pay even more than ever to come crawling back. To sum up, any guy into being humiliated by me is a money slave by definition because he's paying me to treat him like shit.  So yeah...I'm a Findom. Slink on over to my femdom website and start serving me. 

So You Want To Be Humiliated By A Dominant Woman

 
...why that is and why you should beg me, Princess Sheridan, to be your dominant mistress. Pretty pompous huh? Click the link and go to the Custom Request Page of my website. That pretty much sums it up. But I'll explain it a little bit here. Why not just watch porn and get your rocks off that way? The idea is to immerse yourself into the fantasy that I am right there in front of you. This style of video is sometimes referred to as POV or Point Of View. You're not watching as a passive viewer. You are an active participant. When you request a custom video, you've let me in your head. You've admitted to me the stuff that turns you on sexually. And it's not a fantasy about being captain of the football team and fucking all the cheerleaders. It's more like, you're the towel boy and the cheerleaders fuck you in the ass with their strap-ons. Say that really is a fantasy of yours and you tell me about it. You don't go around telling everybody that will listen to you about your fantasy, do you? You don't tell your best buddy, coworkers, neighbors, the mailman or the wife or girlfriend. You told me. Now we can talk about it. The stuff you are too ashamed to tell anyone else about is finally out there. It's not just stuck rattling around in your own head any more. I know everything about you that you want me to know about you. You might tell me your real name and your real experiences. The more truthful you are the better the POV style video experience will be for you. It's fantasy blurred with reality. You're into humiliation so watching femdom movies gets you going. But you find yourself searching sites for clips of POV style humiliation. You've discovered that watching a woman on video talking down to you, calling you a loser and such, makes you feel a little light headed. It's intoxicating. You get swept away for a bit and forget for a minute that you're on your knees jerking off in front of a computer screen and not actually at the feet of a mistress. But when you watch a video that you yourself requested, a video about you, it's a whole different ball game. "How?", you ask. Let me tell you. After you splooge all over the place when watching a random humiliation video...poof...all gone. Back to reality. Your secret is safe. Nobody knows what you just did. The experience is very different when I make a video using your name and ridicule you over your fetish. For one thing the fantasy/reality meter just swung wildly over to the reality side and broke the glass on the monitor. That is because you revealed the truth about yourself. And the experience before and after watching the video is different too. It takes some nerve to request a video that reveals the truth about yourself. By nerve I mean your horny brain on overdrive typing feverishly away, asking to be humiliated in a certain way, and sending in the payment and now you just have to wait. Wait for it to be created just for you. It's exciting. This is my impersonation of you right after you request and pay, "What have I done?" Indeed, what have you done? You've just taken the first step to who knows what? Now you're scared. Oh no, don't worry...it's not a bad thing...you like it. You just discovered that being scared, because you've given up control over that secret part of your life, makes you excited. The realization of what you've done and the anticipation of not knowing exactly what comes next, makes your heart race and your cock throb. You've never done anything like this before. You just told a complete stranger something you never told anybody else about. And you want me to judge you. And I will. And it won't be pretty. This is my impersonation of you after you blow your load while watching me talking directly to you about your most shameful darkest secrets and humiliating fantasies, "What have I done?" See the difference? When you jerk off to a random humiliation video, you clean up and go on your merry way as if nothing even happened. Like jerking off in the shower...it all gets washed away. But that's not the case after you're done playing with yourself after watching a Custom Request Video. It stays with you. You can't wash it off. Because I know about you. I know who you are. I know what you think. I know what you just did as I was belittling you. Maybe the experience will be too much for you and just be a one time lapse in judgment. But I doubt that. If you order once you'll order again. Each time you'll get closer to the whole truth and reveal more and more to me. You know that line that teeters between fantasy and reality? You seem to have misplaced it. Visit my website for video clips of femdom humiliation.